So... Your A ****

Last day at school, thank goodness! Could not of taken another day in that hell hold.
Even though it was my last day it was awful. My group of friends has split in two, not good seeing as I was really close with some of them only a few weeks ago. But I am glad that I'm with two honest people that are lovely! Another thing that made my day go from almost great to rubbish was I saw they guy that I've mentioned in previous posts. OMD's it just got me so angry, I don't know what that means.
We looked at each other, at this point I was contemplating sticking my fingers up. Didn't in the end! Then he just turned away and walked, my eyes followed him hoping that he would turn back around, that didn't happen either. So I got up and stormed away from my friends. I'd had enough and seeing him just tipped me wayyyy over the edge. So frustrating.
Now I just want to cry, its annoying how guys can totally screw with your emotions even when they are ignoring you. So...He's a tw*t.

A x

Long Time, No Post!

I have to say that I had the most AMAZING weekend in a very long time!
Had the Friday off school, which was great considering the fact my mum said that shed never let me have a day off school again! On Saturday I went to see Eclipse and OMD's it was soooo gooooddd!! Taylor Lautner had his T-shirt off for most of the movie. Hahaha! Really wish I wore one of my tops though, completely forgot about my 'Jasper? Hale yes!' its quite awesome!
Pretty sure that I did the most exercise that weekend than i have done for quite along time! I am now addicted to 'Just Dance' soooooo much fun.
Then I got back to the real and extremely boring world. Only 1 week and 3 days until the summer holidays. Thank Goodness!

A x

Only Three Weeks Left!!

I can not wait until the summer holidays. I'd love to say that I adore the hit weather but I would be lying! But it all depends on where you are in the world, I mean England is horrid when its hot, to many flies...bad considering I have the biggest PHOBIA EVER!
I love being alone, I get to sort all those things out that fill my head more and more everyday. But I don't have enough time to get through all of it. One day!
I have wayyyy to many secrets as well. Just don't have any one in my life that I can trust enough. I may have once, but he let me down.

Over and out for now!

10 Things I Hate About You...

10 Things I Hate About You.

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way youre always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when youre not around,

and the fact that you didnt call.

But mostly I hate the way I dont hate you,

not even close

not even a little bit

not even at all.

Things are...Better.

Everything seems to be getting that little bit better lately. I don't know why that is, maybe because I have reconnected with MSN! Maybe the fact that I am getting out of England for the summer. France! Yaya!
Finally stopped thinking about the guy in one of my last posts, gets me quite annoyed just thinking about him, but life's just to short to worry about guys. Only just beginning to realise this.
New book, The Short Life Of Bree Tanner. Only got it yesterday but I'm already half way through it. Kinda annoyed at myself though because lately with the books I've been reading I've skipped through, it just ruins the end for me. To hard to resist!!

Until my next post, remember that some people just aren't worth fretting over.

Upset now.

Today was good, day with friends. Ohh, man, why can't I just get him out of my head. He doesn't even know I exist so why can't I get him out of my head. I mean, I saw him today and he didn't even say 'Hi.' We have known each other my whole life and yes he may be about 3 years older than me but who gives a crap. I seriously wish he would just text me back, but noooo. He's so frustrating. I just feeling like crying, but why? I don't even know how I feel about him. Such a bummer that I can't even tell my own feeling's.

Will things turn out right? With my bad luck that's a no.

A Reason for Everything.

There is always a reason behind the things we say and do, but sometimes the reasons are better left in your head for only you to think. On other occasions these reasons dearly need to be told.

I had a pretty awesome weekend in Wales, in the winnie! Except that 'said person' from my last post got on my pip a tad, demanding I do thinks. Goodness! On Sunday we went to this amazing stream kinda thing, rocks, waterfalls and deep pools. It was such a hot day that all I wanted to do was jump in them, maybe another time! All in all it was a good weekend.

Until next time...